I don’t want you to be with her. I want you to choose me when it’s the right time. I want to spend the rest of our lives together, I want you more than anything. In the car that night I said I knew you would never leave her that I don’t want you to lose everything… I feel like I’m losing everything by not giving us that chance to be with each other. I want a chance to be truly happy — I think that we can provide each other with that. I want to be there for you, I want to hold your hand and kiss you. God, I love kissing you.